My dad always says he doesn’t miss my brothers and me when we’re gone. I used to not understand it. He has always said "I know the three of you are doing what you love when you're away from home. It doesn't make me sad when you’re not around, it makes me excited." And for a while, every time he said it, I would get it, but not completely. Slowly, however, over time, I've come to recognize exactly how my dad feels.

I know that when I am at practice and I get excited about one of my athlete's workouts, my family is right there with me, feeling the same excitement. I know that whenever I feel by my lonesome and I'm sitting in my empty dorm room, I think of our summers in Kennebunk and I start to feel a little less lonely. I do not feel sadness. There is a significant energy about our family that runs through us, even when we're miles apart. We’re kind of like a wave pool. Or maybe more like an ocean current. We are waves of energy, circling about.
So even though I really do miss my dad and my brothers when I'm back at school, I feel so happy about the energy they are creating on their own, away from me. At my own pace, I have come around to dad’s selfless philosophies. And every day, I realize more and more how much of a stable, positive, and strong person he truly is. And this realization keeps me filled up to the brim with that same energy. I simply feel happy. And I know the whole gang feels it too.
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